is going out with some good ole

from our most favorite winery. The kids are ringing in New Year's eve with




goofiness!
"The Ham," I mean big kid, wasn't sure he should drink his vanilla, chocolate milk since I put our homemade vanilla in it. "I mean there is VOCA in it, Mom!"
And along side our "voca" milk and Blue Dog, the girl and I made Elmo's Sweet Potato Bisquits from a Sesame Street Cookbook Clark found at the library yesterday. They were awesome and it might be my new fav. cookbook! I made little brussel sprouts for the first time ever, and along with roasted chicken, and some homemade strawberry sorbet (thank you Magic Bullet) it was a feast!

2011- feels like it's been a decade since it was 2010 or maybe only a couple months or maybe just a year- really it depends on the moment I'm in, and really it's never long enough because when I look back at pictures of

who was just so very wee this time last year, and back then I thought- she is going to be ONE! And now I'm like- she's going to be TWO! And she's like, "I have a party. I have a party with cake. I like cake. Happy to me," and then calls out, "Lub You," and "I carry you," and "I don't want sketi. I want crackers and humus," and I think, TWO!! She'll be doing geometry and driving by three...She might, this one. She might. And all the while I'll be begging for her to just sit and snuggle for "one more minute," because some days that's all I feel we have...which to be frank, just sucks.
And then there is this KID

who this time last year was FOUR and now in 2012 he'll be SIX! This kid who is reading- like really reading, reading, and who also learned to swim and ride a bike, but who thankfully still snuggles and wants our attention- a lot of our attention- which isn't always easy to give and which again, quite frankly, sucks when there isn't time. TIME! Oh how you plague me.
This year, this 2011 year, we have earned a masters, planned a move, got into grad school, unplanned a move, declined grad school, researched/traveled 2x in SD, presented papers with fellows from the Smithsonian in Canada, began year eight of teaching, been married nine years, started kindergarten, learned to talk, adopted fish, started growing more of our own food, stopped buying bread and started making our own, brought CSA boxes into our home each week, started an etsy site, realized we can't do it all and must wait to restart said etsy site, lost a loved one, gained a new cousin (like just yesterday!), and of course the list of what was could go on and on, but the point is...the point is...
It's been a good year. A good year. Despite too much to do and too little time, it works. It all works out and it's all good. That is why I am on this site. I have to remember that.
I thank you so much for being a part of our lives. Those of you who comment to me on this site, facebook, and in person- it means a lot. And those of you who just read- that means a lot too!
We wish you all a VERY happy new year filled with my new year's guiding word for the year- balance! May your days be filled with joy to keep you smiling, challenges to keep you young, strength to keep you moving, and relaxation to keep you sane- BALANCE!
Happy New Year,
Kelly